suddenly feels like blogging again...or isit this blog is only for my emotional outlet..i am wondering...

she told me that she got sum1 else...i find it very hard to believe sia..haiz..maybe i am just 自欺欺人吧！！！a feeling of getting cheated..haiz

或许我不应该有甚麽奢望,但是我还是非常想念你...

at the beginning,i really thought i could let go. but as time past by,i realise i cant. and that i miss you more..i yearn to see you..

i really hate the coldness that you are giving me now..feels really terrible..i wish that we could be like how we used to be .. :(

Missing you.
Missing the time spent with you.
Missing times when I held your hands and walked around.

if things werent the way they are now..i would have met you for the past few days!!! :(

yes u r concerned about me..but i guess u r just concern abt me as a friend only..how i wish things never changed..haiz..

7 days of mc...past 4 days of rotting at home le..

dreamt of you last night...

maybe its better if we just remain as friends bah.....

thinking of you every moment.....